I got fired before the Christmas Eve
I lost my job
Hey there ? I definitely perceive myself as a loser now ,nonono ,should be more than a loser.On Dec23rd I was asked to the HR office and I was told "Hey ,you are fired and please leave this company on Dec31st".....Shit ,I felt like more than shit at that moment and nearly collaped .BUT ,the reason why I felt so shit is not I was fired.But I realized that myself derserve being fired !!!!! Ridiculously right? .....Yes ..I am not competent for my current job ..I failed at it ..Now I felt so far down ,down ,down ..away from the sun .....I know what should I do ,what should I learn but I just totally lost confidence and I didn't even want to try any more ...I am so young 22yrs old now !! Whom can help me to regain my strong ambition and hopes again ..Have you ever been percieved "worthless" or "unqualified" ?? That hurts !! I work hard on my damn sales job but I still failed ,showed very poor sales volume during the past 3 months ..
ALL I want is just make my life Make Senses ...Instead of wandering in this dead city ,instead of keep denying myself .. ..
