oh so h8 mself

gosh should i write this? i'm afraid my professor would read this... hehe ... (and here is another embarrassing moment for me...)

Anyway, I am a graduating student and I am trying to make all my clearances get signed these days. On the first day of getting busy with these clearances, I went to the office of the faculty to get my thesis document that's going to be photocopied later. A teacher greeted me by saying, "Congratulations..." In the back of my mind, I hoped it was about my thesis. There were only three of us competing for the "best thesis"... The first student does not really have a good chance because she had more errors in her thesis. The second student has a good chance. Anyway, that morning, the teacher said that this second student was not able to pass his thesis. So that leaves me having a really good chance to get such recognition!Also, the teacher keeps on insisting in showing me my 1 point so so grade... But I didn't say a thing...because I am not really an excelling student and for me to show my presumption to get that title would be just be really freaking f-ing ambarrassing..!

In the college office, I've discovered that I had an "incomplete" grade along with all my other classmates in a subject. I know that my thesis adviser is personally close to the teacher who gave me an "incomplete" grade. So I was left with no other solution in my mind but to text my thesis adviser "Good morning sir...am i really best thesis? thank u sir for all ur help... Sir can u giv me the no. of ma'am teacher-who-incompleted-me? It's because she incompleted me.."

And when my thesis adviser did not reply, I decided to go to his office... I met him near the doorway and again I ask for the number... He gave me one, but then he said, "what do u mean u are the best thesis? i haven't informed you yet... although yours is good... it's because we haven't decided yet because not all of you submitted the thesis.."

I was so f-ing embarrassed... Like death sucked all the living hope in me....

That day and until now... i can't help but mutter "i hate myself" repeatedly....

Please... no more embarrassing moments for me...:(

I just want to comment in the future... not write here....

LooooSSZZEr:p

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