So confused
Men! I hate them!
I don't usually fool myself into thinking romantic feelings during highschool will matter later on but I just need to get these feelings out so ber with me. There's this guy and I was friends with him. I was perfectly content in the friend zone until pretty recently when we started getting a lot closer and now I'm afraid I might be falling for him. Trouble is I know who he's got a crush on and I told him I like some one else (it wasn't exactly a lie... I liked that guy for a while just not that much). But maybe - hopefully - it's possible I love him platonically...? That would be a lot safer because he has been acting differently latey aka. ignoring me and our other friends for more popular people and stuff like that. I know I should just drop it and move on but these stupid emotions keep popping up and I can't control them.
