I am a single female who do not want to go weddings anymore. I find myself feeling jealous and kind of angry, because I do not know when my relationship will ever grow. People say that I should let my boyfriend go but I disagree. He cares for me more than any other man has. Of course my father loves me. But of all of the boyfriends I had in the past, he is the only one who cares. I know that we are going to get married oneday, but sometimes I find myself feeling impatient. Then later I become irratable.